As I was driving home today, I saw cows out to pasture. That is not an unusual thing for me to see on my way home since there are many large, green, and fenced-in fields. What struck me today though, was a cow that was straining against the barbed wire to try to reach the unreachable on the other side of the fence. But he wasn't going for greener grass. No. He was trying to get a taste of a dead tree limb. I realized as I watched this cow that this is how we often behave in life. God has given us boundaries, so to speak, that are clear in His Word, just like the cows' masters give them the boundary of the fence. He is not a power-hungry ruler who gives us boundaries because He wants us to suffer. No, rather, His Word reminds us of His love and shows us how to strive toward being all He has created us to be so that we can be ready for eternity. Just like the cow trying to reach the tree branch, we failable humans so often are reaching for things that we should stay away f...
I laid wake in the middle of the night. It was 3:00 AM. I couldn’t really tell if I was awake because of a stomachache or from the Coke I drank at dinner. (Probably the Coke, though, because it has kept me awake before.) I just remember feeling at my breaking point. Between everything that’s going on in the world and everything that is going on in my life personally, I have felt pretty stressed lately. Stressed and unsure. Unsure about the future, about life, and sometimes feeling distant from God, but unwilling to give up on hope. In the quiet of the night I pleaded with God. “Please Lord, calm my stomach. Help me to sleep. I feel so unworthy of you. But I want to know you more.” And in the quiet of the night, the still small voice came. I knew the thought was not my own, not my inner voice. It came so quickly and suddenly and was like a whisper, a gentle nudging. “Seek and you will find.” I remember listening to one of our Pastors a few weeks ago remind us that somet...
Hello Internet World!! I thought about this idea for a long time and finally decided to give it a try. I've had many new experiences in life, but I knew that my biggest adventure up to this point would be embarking on the adventure of marriage. Especially marriage while living with Cerebral Palsy. This blog will be real; it will be me. I'll post about my adventures with my husband: our travels, faith, new experiences and even just everyday things that I learn along the way. From time to time I'll feature recipes, since I'm still learning my way around the kitchen. And I'll share my journey of being married with Cerebral Palsy and how my husband and I met. This life is an adventure and I look forward to sharing it with you! More to come; thank you for joining me on this journey.
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